So that my granny has passed away and my mom lives in Rustenburg along with my little brothers and my father meaning next year I'm gonna do my Grade 9 at Rustenburg.

The year of 2019 ended and I went to my cousins for the festive season and I haven't heard anything from my mom about am I going to do next year, where am I going to school I was so stressed I can't live at my granny's house alone "what am I going to eat" I asked myself "Kaelo please come here you've been watching TV for the whole day" that was my granny from my father's side calling me her name is Polena "Granny I'm coming" she's so boring I was watching one of my favourite TV show.

Granny:"so Tell me are you going to stay here next year or your mother gonna come and take you?"

Me: "I don't know I haven't heard anything from here but I think I'll go stay with her"

Granny:" ohk but maybe she'll call you"

Me:" yeah let's hope so"

My granny is so boring I don't like her that much I felt like she wanted me to stay with her so that I can do the garden,cook for her and also look after her animals chickens, goats,sheeps and cows.

It's already getting late it's 18:00pm I went to take a bath after bathing I went to stay a outside for about 30 minutes,you know how hot it can be during December, "Kaelo otle otle kwano" she's calling me again and she's Tswana it's obvious because she was in Morokweng and that's where Tswanas live, my granny is so annoying like all grannies out there they like calling and calling for no reason but atleast this time she has called me to come and take my food,I took my food I said Thank you to her and went to the sitting room it was time to watch The River I mean who'd want to miss this fucken drama,no one exactly, everyone enjoys it.

It was so quiet only the TV was speaking,me and my granny doesn't really get along well that much but we do love each other it's very rare to find us chatting we can seat next to each other in the same room but we'll never talk to each other unless there's something important we should discuss together.

When the show went to a half time I took the dishes to the kitchen and it's her turn to wash them.

finished washing dishes and she went to bed she never stay till late I'm the only one who sleep very late actually in the morning,I took my phone and logged into Facebook as I'm on my newsfeed I see this cute boy he has muscles and he's light skinned, that's the type of boys I want.

I reacted on his picture and I sent him a text I'm very good at first moves, he replied right away and we chatted for a few minutes then he was offline, "ooh atleast I got to know him better" his cuteness was overloaded and know I'm starting to be curious,I wanna know his sexuality at that time I'm scared to ask him about it, anyway it was 02:00am let me go to bed now I switched off the TV and the lights and went to sleep.

As I was still on dream I heard a voice on my ears "Kaelo wake up and go sweep the yard" that time it's 06:00am and I only slept like 5 hours which is like 30min to me "ohk you can go I'm waking up" as soon as she got out of my room I went back to sleep after 15min she was back and she slapped me I was so angry I got off the furiously and went to the bathroom "I can't even have a peaceful sleep without being disturbed " I shouted and she was like "this is my house if you want a peaceful sleep go book a guest house" whatever I got out of the bathroom and went to do the bed then I went outside to do what she said I must do.

Immediately after sweeping the yard I took a Bath, made myself a breakfast when I received a text from my mom saying they're coming to fetch me month end I should prepare myself ooh atleast I needed a break from this woman.